Hi can I have a pp please. It’s a long one for which I apologise.I think I’m los…
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Hi can I have a pp please. It’s a long one for which I apologise.I think I’m losing the plot I’ve been with my husband 5years and have 2 kids together and I have one from previous relationship and he has two. We got married this year and since that day we do nothing but argue my anxiety is worse than it ever has been and to top it off I found out he’s been texting an ex of his he told her we had split up he wanted a divorce a stuff n even arranged to meet her which didn’t happen….muggins here can’t bare the thought of living without him so caved and we have been moving on since then…..so the other night I finish work early his phone dings it a supposed “old friend” of his he has been texting for a while (and deleting the messages I might add for reasons unknown to me) and she said “just thought I’d tell you I love you now before SHE finishes workxxx) now I flipped again and have come to the conclusion that I’m not enough for him anymore but again the thought of being without him was too painful and the poor kids would be devastate……..fast forward to this week and out of the blue I get a text from an ex from just before I met my husband(we broke up due to me moving away no falling out or anything)….we’ve been chatting (that’s all nothing rude or untoward) which has Been lovely he actually listens to me he’s with someone engaged getting married next year or the year after. Thing is he brought up today how he missed me and he’s really struggled since we split up but left me to get on with my life seein as I have kids now but it came to the point he couldn’t keep quiet any longe. Now for the losing the plot part…..I actually think I still have feelings for him too I get flutterbys in my tummy when we talk he makes me feel like an actual person not just a mum n housekeeper I stay up till all hours chatting with him about even the stupid little things…please someone tell me to stop being stupid and leave well alone and get not n with my life with my hubby coz I really do feel like I’m falling for him all over again but I don’t no if it’s also a passive aggressive thing towards my hubby for texting the women them times x
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