hi can i have a PPP.sorry its so long but have no one i can talk to :'( literal…

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hi can i have a PPP.sorry its so long but have no one i can talk to :'( literally feeling like the worst mum and worst person in the world right now! dont know how much more of it i can take :'( spent the last couple of days crying my eyes out and just cant stop! Ive messed myself up with money thinking i had more to spend than i did! treated myself for the first time in forever and now im stuck! no money, over drawn, no food at home and the electric will soon be running out, i have a little girl at home and just feel like i aint good enough for her, no family to ask for help and friends are very few. got my daughters school fate this weekend along with a parade she was meant to be in! havent got the heart to tell her she cant do it now as i cant get her a costume and wont have money to spend at the big event afterwards. everything has just piled up on me to the point where its broken me. i literally havent got any fight left in me. ive tried applying for a few loans and got declined due to terrible credit rating. ive tried an emergency fund by council and got declined by that, i didnt meet the needs required apparently :'( cant go to a food bank, please believe me i have tried! my anxiety took over and i just broke down outside, i couldnt go in! tried forcing myself and it just made me feel worse and had a panic attack. just wanna give in now, feel like its the best way to get out of this mess and for my daughter to get what she needs because clearly i cant :'( ive always been able to get myself out of messes but this time i just cant! i cant find a way and havent got the fight anymore. xxx
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