Hi can I have a ppp I posted a while ago about not having any friends and now th…

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Hi can I have a ppp
I posted a while ago about not having any friends and now the one friend I did have (husbands best friends girlfriend) has disowned me and I have no idea why, she just won’t talk to me, she’s younger then me and is really trying to belittle me, she’s trying to get me to run after her which I refuse as I don’t know what I’ve done wrong, she is close to the village bulls*itter so I’m sure it’s something to do with that, I’m also suffering with my looks, I hate myself, I hate my boobs, my belly, my hair my greasy skin, deep down I know I’m not attractive to my husband, I’m not doubting he loves me, and it’s just probably me and my stupid head, but today I really feel like hurting myself, my husband knows how I feel not to this extent but he knows how down I am today and he’s gone off to the pub with his mates, knowing that we won’t be able to take the kids to the zoo tomorrow as we don’t have enough money for both, I don’t know what I’m looking for with this post, but does anyone else really hate themselves, to a point where they hate looking in the mirror, there must be something wrong with me for everyone to disown me and for me to feel like this, I have had depression before but I don’t think it’s that, I honestly think it’s my looks that’s getting me down, my hair is awful, I look like bloody willy wonka 😂 anyone else feel like this?
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