Hi could i have a private post please. I know alot of this is me being stupid an…

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Hi could i have a private post please.
I know alot of this is me being stupid and im not looking to upset or offend anyone but im currently 30 weeks pregnant with my 2nd little boy and im so excited to meet him HOWEVER my first born baby boy will only be 16 months old when this one is born and without sounding awful i just dont see how i can love this little boy as much as my first. everyone i know with 2 + kids (including my partner who has an older boy & both my boys) says im being silly and that you love them exactly the same but im genuinly worried incase i dont or cant. i suffered sever pnd and ptsd with my first boy and had very little to do with him for the first 6 weeks of his life but now hes my life so im very worried about either putting him through that again or again sounding stupid not getting it with this one and feeling guilty because my firsr boy had to go without me for so long and now has to share me. sorry for the long post i think i just need abit of comfort that my 2 boys will both feel loved and that its normal to worry x
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