Hi, could I have a private post please with pictures in comments? Sorry it’s a …

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Hi, could I have a private post please with pictures in comments?
Sorry it’s a long one.
I had a rough time as a teenager, I start grieving for my dad, started drinking, drugs and just behaving badly. It leaded to being in care, multiple over doses and self harm. I’m 19 now, married, bought house and I have a 9 week old gorgeous little girl. I’m in such better place now. I’ve near enough moved on but this is a constant reminder. I still suffer with a little anxiety and this just makes it worse. I’ve started going to breastfeeding support groups and the rooms there in are boiling but I sit there in long sleeves because I’m too worried about what people will think or say. On a boiling day I’ll wear a cardigan. Even looking at them myself makes me feel rubbish. I’ve been to the doctors before and had camouflage makeup and steroid injections. I didn’t find it helped. I have looked at private treatments but I don’t want to put myself in debt. I have an appointment with gp on the 12th but I’m so worried they won’t help me.. I’ve added the pictures to show i can’t just get a tattoo cover up and also if there are any nurses etc here if they know if the NHS will help. I understand the NHS is under pressure and it is my fault so please don’t judge. I just want to move on and I hate to think of me having to explain to my daughter what the marks are. Thanks for reading x And to add sorry it’s been over 4 years since anything has happened x
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