Hi could you private post for me please? It’s a v.long one.. Me and my other ha…

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Hi could you private post for me please? It’s a v.long one..
Me and my other half got together when we was in school, been together 11 and half years, we’ve had such a rough relationship! He cheated on me with my sister after about a year and half after our relationship started, we split up and about a year later we got back together, 6 years later we have a child together, all of a sudden this family friend appears… she moved to another city so we haven’t seen her in years!… he gets her a job at his work place alls good while she’s working there and coming to my house for dinner nearly every night, sat with me and my oh as though she was my friend aswell I was took in hospital with a cyst that had burst on my ovary, she stayed at my house that night, when I asked my partner where she slept he told me she had slept on the sofa, when I asked her she said she slept in my bed with my oh! Obviously I kicked off at him and we fell out so he went to his mum’s for like a month, I accused him of cheating on me with said girl… anyway a few months pass and me and my partner arrange to go on a cruise so about a week b4 the cruise was booked me and my partner are arguing and he decided to give her my cruise ticket… obviously we fell out again I told him to piss off and they both went on holiday together, when they get back I see a text on his phone literally begging her not to tell me something 2bh I don’t care what he was begging her not to tell me karma is a bitch and it will bite him in his ass 1 day, next thing I know he’s quit his job bcoz this girl has gone round the workplace saying that he tried to sleep with her…. few months pass and then a few days ago one of my exs (from when I was like 11 😂) happened to pass my garden and ask to borrow the bbq that he could see so I said yes he was literally in the garden for 2 seconds to take the bbq well a couple nights ago my partner decided to kick off about it saying he’s pissed off that he was in our garden, screaming at me and well just telling me off really as I said he was in the garden literally 2 seconds, I didn’t know he was gunna come and ask to borrow it! I do everything I can to avoid everyone in my neighbourhood just so he don’t start on me! I put my head down when I walk past certain people, I walk in other directions to avoid contact with anyone when I get dressed I make sure I’m covered up (no cleavage showing not too much leg showing etc) I don’t wear makeup bcoz that would mean I’m trying to impress someone I just chuck my hair up so he don’t think I’m trying to impress anyone, he says it don’t bother him if I wear makeup or certain clothes but his actions show a different story and after the kick off about someone asking to borrow a bbq I really don’t know what to think! I don’t really know what I’m asking or why I’m writing this but I don’t think I want to be with him anymore! Just too much stuff has happened and I can’t even look at him at the moment! In a few days I’ll get over it and we will be back to normal but why do I put up with all his shit and then just accept it when he does something bad?!
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