Hi, sorry but could I have a ppp So up until last week my ex lived with myself …

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Hi, sorry but could I have a ppp

So up until last week my ex lived with myself and our daughter. We had a brilliant relationship at the start, we were together for 3 years. We broke up about 2 months ago and he decided that it’s for the best. We wasn’t getting on but he decided to still live in my home for the sake of our daughter. He was still sleeping in my bed and would try it on with me once a week and because I was/am madly in love with him I wanted us to have some alone time in the bedroom because I wanted us to get back together. After we had finished our business he’d say it was a mistake and then make me feel bad. I’d cry to him and tell him how much I love him and how much I want to be with him, and he used to tell me he loves me too but he doesn’t want to be with me because our relationship doesn’t work. So fast forward to this week. He’s been coming round 3/4 times a week to see our baby, and he’s turned up with hickeys on his neck and trying to show them off to me. And I pointed them out and I got really upset and started crying in my bathroom. And I told him how much I loved him but he didn’t want to speak to me. Yesterday he came round and I was really nice towards him because I don’t want to argue in front of him and he was talking about the girl he’s been sleeping with. He’s currently living in a housing association thing and he’s not allowed to stay out at night but he’s been with this girl around 15 hours a day, everyday. And he keeps cancelling on my daughter to spend time with her. But she’s nothing like his usual type. She’s the complete opposite. So anyway, he’s been trying to make me really jealous and I’ve started a new close friendship with a male and today I was on the phone to him and my ex listened to the whole conversation and started questioning me and getting quite it not sure if defensive is the right word but he got quite snappy with me and his mood changed completely. I’ve spoken to a mutual friend of ours and she thinks that this new girl is just a rebound to make me jealous. But the problem is, is that today he said we have nothing in common and our relationship didn’t work. And therefore he wouldn’t be willing to give me another chance. But I’m so in love with him and I’m 90% sure he’s in love with me too but he’s just too stubborn to show it or give in. I think he’s just being harsh to teach me a lesson. He’s always told me that he’ll never stop loving me, and that even if we break up fate will bring us back together again. But my problem is is that I don’t think he realises how much I love him and need him. And when we first broke up he’d say stuff like I was thinking about us today but because you’ve done this this and this it’s a no to us getting back together, when I know he wasn’t thinking about giving me a second chance anyway. But a few weeks have passed and he’s still saying that he’s not bothered what I do with my life but gets upset when I speak to my male friend on the phone and will listen to every word spoken. What I’m asking is, how can I win him back?! I need this man in my life! I literally haven’t got the strength to do much more. I’m looking after my daughter 24/7, doing the housework, and trying to fight for my relationship back. I know he doesn’t want to be with girl because every time he used to see her when we lived together he used to say awful things about her. I literally have nobody to turn to so I’m asking you lovely mummies what to do to win my man back?! I’m absolutely heartbroken! He’s my first love and I can’t loose him. We’ve been through so much together. Is there anything I can say or do to change his mind. I’ve proved to him that I’ve changed but I think I might’ve blown it. I know he’s missing home and being away from us, but he’s so stubborn to admit to anything! Please help a fellow mummy out. Any advice is welcome. I’m willing to do everything! I’ve even started making more of an effort with my appearance, I used to anyway. I’ve started a strict diet and I’m exercising for hours at a time. I need to prove myself more to this man because I need him in my life. I know I sound pathetic but my heart is already stuck together with plasters and if I can’t win this man back then I think my heart will be completely broken and I know I won’t be able to fix it. I’ve gone through so much over this last year and I think that this will push me over the edge if I don’t win the man of my dreams back! Thanks mummies! X
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