Hiya can i have a private post please I need people’s opinions of if I’m bein se…
[ad_1]
Hiya can i have a private post please I need people’s opinions of if I’m bein selfish or not. I’m 32 weeks pregnant 3rd baby our first was sadly born sleeping at 34 weeks through a placenta abruption wich can be caused by trauma there was non no smoking no drinking just a complete shock. I found i had alot of complications throughout the pregnancy wich could have resulted in this and also was in labour so when I fell pregnant with my last child and things started showing to go wrong again they admitted me at 31 weeks for two weeks until the baby was completly unhappy I was showing signs of premature labour again and my health started to deteriorat. She was born at 34 weeks extremely poorly on oxygen and antibiotics in intensive care. I fell pregnant unexpectedly and have been on egg shells ever since but to avoid putting stress on my fiancé I have kept it to myself and limited my panics and wanting to run to the hospital every two min. Iv been booked in for extra scans and at the last scan they asked if I wanted to go in again and stay til I gave birth to get me the rest I need and monitor me because they believe I’m extremely high risk, I didn’t want to leave my other half in the lurch so said no but I would like to go in for monitoring every few days and go from there. Two weeks ago I collapsed got rushed in on the labour ward babys heartrate and mine were sky high my blood pressure was high and they said they were worried it was a warning sign. I went home two days after but on strict instructions to limit how much I pick my 1 year old up and rest as I’m clearly high risk then my partners mum had a accident broke a leg and arm obviously she needs support so iv been goin trying to help and shd has her daughter and a few other relatives on the same road and a few friends there daily I tried to help as much as I could phonin Al she needs to help her with money dropping thingd to drive her places the lot takin her shopping helping with a little boy she looks after. The past few days iv hardly seen my partner hes been coming at 2-3 4 in the afternoon because his mums needed him to drive her somewere or clean the house and so on iv accepted it but the past few days iv not seen him atal because he’s been needed, today his family had a go because he was with me for 10 min in the morning while I took my eldest to school because his mum needed him to go to her horses and wanted him to go hospital even though she was with her brother and nephews gf, she then phoned because he’d made her late because of this telling me she’s goin to miss her hospital appointment because she has her nephews girlfriends son. I said wel I’ll have to come watch him and all I got was wel I don’t thin youv got another option.. I dropped everything and went round my partner come back noin I had loads to do sayin his mums told him he needs to wait at home for her to phone incase she needs picking up I said ok fair enough and went of with our daughter doin everything I had to do shopping stuff for my daughter ext then I spoke to him and he said he has to take his mum to a appointment I said ok he said hel be at mine about, 1 hopefully.. I told him I didn’t feel right today and he asked me last night why I was so restless so new I was shattered and new our daughter was being extremely difficult today so I got a phone call from him at 4.30 to say he’s jus got in when theyd finished his mum wanted to go clothes shopping so he took her at this time our daughter was throwing one that bad she’d kicked me in the stomach 3 times and throwing herself meen in I couldn’t pick her up atal I got annoyed and said I can’t bare this anymore I’m going to havd to go into hospital because it’s to much at first he was bein nicd sayin what’s wrong why was I bein funny ect and I said his mum has other people there and iv struggled day in day out now and I need him, he then started calling me selfish.. He come round I said I’m fed up of it he started calling me selfish horrible he can’t believe me that if I feel like I’m struggling go and tell my mum and ask her to help that his mum needs him more and jus go and put myself in hospital then. I got really upset and said people seem to forget what the doctor said and I got that he won’t ever speak to me again and I can fuck of and I’m a selfish bitch and he’s done with me.. Is this me
[ad_2]
Source
