I can’t believe that I’m about to write this… Please no nasty comments, my hea…

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I can’t believe that I’m about to write this… Please no nasty comments, my head is spinning as it is…
But a few days before Xmas my husband decided to tell me that he used to like watching gay porn, I was crushed, and didn’t really know what to do… He told me it had just been like previews of it he had watched.. And like it, then it turned into he likes it and has watched it (all of this before me) he then said he had pleased himself while watching gay porn, he says he isn’t attracted to me like he is women, and in the past he did enjoy watching men have sex, but he would never try it with a man and didn’t want to, but since being with me he has never even thought of it at all. I don’t know what to do, so much of me wants to leave him, but even more wants me to stay with him, what I’m asking is for advice from anyone who has been in this situation or something similar. How did you cope? Did you carry on with your relationship.. He has said that since being with me he hasn’t even thought about it, and he is sexuality attracted to women. Well me but I just don’t know what to do, I can’t talk to anyone because he has never told anyone. I don’t have family or any real friends to talk to about it.. Feel like I’m going mad! In just a few days my wonderful family has been tipped upside down, trying to be half normal for my son..
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