I don’t know who i am anymore. I’m not the person i use to be. My partner suffer…

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I don’t know who i am anymore.
I’m not the person i use to be.
My partner suffers from depression and hasn’t worked for a very long time. I work 40+ hours a week, look after the 3 kids, cook and clean and look after my poorly mum. I’ve never held it against him as i know he is ill with his depression and trying to recover and that takes time, but just lately i have turned into the ultimate bitch from hell. Problem is i can’t stop myself. I am picking stupid fights with him over stupid things, i am being overly emotional over the slightest comment he makes and i can’t keep on top of the housework. My patience with my fiance is wearing very thing. I will leave work and tell myself not to moan at him but the moment i walk in the door and see him playing computer games surrounded by dirty cups i lose my temper. I’ve even told him i want him to pack his bags and leave but accepted him back when he told me all will be ok.
I’m finding myself avoiding him in the house just cause i don’t want to start an arguement. I get no alone time either as his always about, he tells me i get enough alone time at work. (I work a very physically and mentally draining job).
I don’t know how to snap out of this.
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