I had a termination early last year due to mental health caused my abuse of a pr…

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I had a termination early last year due to mental health caused my abuse of a previous relationship, I was in a really bad place and needed help, couldn’t do so whilst pregnant. I have two children under 4 and they mean the world to me. They are from the previous relationship which like I said was abusive. I am with my now partner and I deeply regret the termination. We have been trying for a baby for around 4 months now, we desperately want a baby together to complete our family, he has no children and is a little older so he really wants a baby too. So anyway, every month I have tested around period due and got a really faint positive but came on my period every time. I sent a urine sample off to the doctors and awaiting results. This month I tested and got an obvious positive and we are absolutely besides ourselves! I was starting to feel really down and depressed thinking karma had got me but then there was this positive. My period is due today and the bottom of my belly feels really sensitive, not painful or cramping but I can feel it and its a little uncomfortable. I’m petrified I’m going to have my period and this will be another false positive. What is happening to my body? Please no nasty comments I feel upset with myself as it is x
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