I would like some advice please. I ended mine and my partners relationship of 3…

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I would like some advice please.

I ended mine and my partners relationship of 3 years a couple of weeks ago. We have a 18 month old little girl together. I ended the relationship because I wasn’t happy anymore and his anger was getting to me.

He wasn’t physically hurting me,he would say things to hurt me like “you’re a depressive cunt” “go take your medication” and other things, also telling me that I’d need him for the money etc. I felt like a single mother anyway. Of course I still love him but I didn’t feel I loved him enough to stay in the relationship with him. I tried leaving about 2 months ago, I kicked him out but it only lasted two days and we said we’d try to make it work again.

We were constantly srgueing in front of our daughter and the arguements were so bitter, I’d end up crying and I don’t want her seeing that.

We tried to make it work again and it went straight back to normal after a couple of days so about two weeks ago I ended the relationship completely.

Within these two weeks it’s been very bitter and things have been said to each other on both sides. He told me that if any other guy went near our daughter that he’d cut my head off. Now I know he didn’t mean this. But it’s still a horrible thing to say.
He’s been taking her Friday evenings and bringing her back Sunday evenings and I have her the rest of the time. He’s also told me about a girl he’s been speaking to and how he’s planning to get a hotel room with her etc by yet then he’s telling me how he wants to make us work again etc. My family hate him for stuff that he’s done. And I just don’t know what to do.
I feel like of course I love him but I don’t feel like we would work in a relationship again, but I don’t know if it’s just the jealousy kicking in of the girl he’s been messaging?

I know if I were to get back with him I would get so much stick for it because of the way he treated me. I guess I’m just looking for advice on what to do?
I’m happy the fact that right now I’m independent and feel I am manage things on my own better I guess it’s just the jealousy and missing him?

If I stick to my guns and leave things how they are will I start to feel better? Will I stop being jealous?
I’m 19 btw
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