It’s a long one… I’m 15 weeks pregnant with my first baby and I live with the …
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It’s a long one… I’m 15 weeks pregnant with my first baby and I live with the babies dad, at first he didn’t want the baby and told me to leave the house (it’s his house, he pays the mortgage, I just live here) so I packed my things up.. Then he told me to stay as he was just scared he wouldn’t be good enough ect and that hr wouldn’t change his mind. ( he’s changed it a few times previously to this) anyway this was a week or two ago but I’m in a situation where I don’t know what to do, he makes me upset, I don’t work as I moved cities to be with him so we could be a family and make it work so I left my job and I cant get another as I’m pregnant, noone will employ me. He works all day and comes home and doesn’t even acknowlage me, I clean the house, dp the washing ect ect but he still complains. He doesn’t actually say anything nice to me.. I ask him if he loves me and he ignores me on purpose to make me upset, I feel like he doesn’t want to be around me. I see all these people and whY their boyfriends do for them and i don’t understand why he isn’t like that with me, he doesn’t even talk to me unless its about him, never asks me how my days been, I sit in all day as I don’t know anyone apart from his family here and he either takes me with him to see his friends or goes out with them on his own. We don’t do anything on weekends, I feel like an inconvenience and I tell him this but he doesn’t reply, I’ve asked him if he wants me to go and he doesn’t reply, I cry everyday because I just want to feel wanted by him but I don’t wanna leave and ruin my family. I cant talk to him because he wont talk to me, he doesn’t like talking but he sees me cry and leaves me on my own in the room to cry on my own. He just says to me ” if im that bad then just leave ” im carrying his child, he hasn’t been to one scan, he’s coming next week to my next one but I just feel so unsupported. Surely he should want me to be happy? It’s like he makes me sad on purpose and gets a kick out of it. I haven’t got family and friends over here, he should be stepping up, surely? Am I wrong? 🙁 sorry for the long post.
P.s we’ve been on and off 8 years with a 3 year gap xx
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