Please could I have a private post. I’ve already taken the first step and been …

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Please could I have a private post.

I’ve already taken the first step and been to the doctors and he believes I have postnatal depression with anxiety.
I’ve taken the first tablet this morning and seem to be worse than ever this afternoon.
I have 2 children 1 2 and a half and one 3 months. As well as the lack of motivation, disconnection from the baby, short temper ect What I’m struggling must with is my anxiety over the fear of death, I just can’t shake it off. Everything relates, I can’t watch TV, or simple tasks it completely invades my thoughts. I fear dying myself aswell as others and panic especially when I think of the whole concept of death.
Is there anyone else that has had the same fear and has overcome it. I’m terrified I’m going to be stuck like this.
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