PPP I don’t no what to do I found out I was pregnant with my 5th my 3rd child wa…

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PPP I don’t no what to do I found out I was pregnant with my 5th my 3rd child was stillborn and the dad has been a nob ever since my 3rd abandoned me with my 4th now 8 months called me a shit mum because I struggld with pnd and accused me of hurting my baby because she got a hair wrapped round her finger this made me I’ll And I kept telloin him I’d never forgive him for any of it he got a job working two hours a day so obviously doesn’t earn f all and because I’m in college and work placement I claimed. Benefits because ye moved out when our son died he doesn’t help me with any of the kids has t bought a ingle thing for my daughter and gos mad at me when I say he shud because his family tell him the government gives me money and I should get of my lazy are and get a job for the past two years iv bought him clothes paid for a full sleve coats watches and the past 3 months bought him 3 pairs of trai ERS for my birthday the past two years Christmases and mother’s DAT he’s stretched to a few ballons cake and a box of 2 pound chocolats and that’s literally it then told me he wants me to pay for his tattoo which will cost over 200 for fathers day. I found out I was pregnant and he went balistic saying it was all my fault how he didn’t wnt it said I can’t even cope with my kids I make his life miserable he was happy the way he was then disappeared for days came back nd told me that he’s missed out on our youngest because of the way I am and I’m fukin his life up and mkin him miserable he then because he wasn’t helpin me atkk with anything with the kids and round the house when I’d took him back after all that and I said its ridiculous that he doesn’t help doesnt feed change bath the baby or help with the house work he told me to get rid of the. Baby told my 4 year old I was horrible to her and everyone and told me if the baby was with someone NORMAL he’d want it, also called me a lazy fat bitch then came back and said its because I went on at him and its me who ruins it all and I’d had enough and told him its over then he was messegin saying he’s freaking out And hel make it up (it’s my birthday tomorrow and how because he’d been doin extra jobs for people he could go all out then he turns up nd says iv bought two jumpers for my self that cost 40 quid gone bank and there’s only a few hundred in he’s goin on holiday next week and his car insurance is 150 and he owes his mum board so I said its a joke this was the only time he could have treate me and made everything up and he’s spent the money on himself he told me that ye because he deserves it then said oh if ur goin on vaabout a new engagement ring y would I want tovbuy u that when I don’t wanna b with u saying I ruin it for myself because I open my mouth, he then went on to say how I’m fukin myself up because he won’t come back to me and I’ll. Be begging him back and even though I’m pregnant he’s gonna try and meet someone else I don’t no what to do I don’t even no if I can cope with 4 (a terminations out the question) but I have. No friends or family and feel like I need him what should I do??
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