Ppp I’ve been married for 2 yrs, together for 6. I’m starting to think that I …

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Ppp

I’ve been married for 2 yrs, together for 6.
I’m starting to think that I don’t want to be with him anymore.
I’ve recently started to quite like someone else and even though I know nothing will ever happen it’s made me realise that I don’t think I want to be with my husband anymore.
We’re trying for a baby which is what I would love but I don’t think I now want that with him.
I’ve started to realise that I’m actually not happy and I don’t think I was before we got married, which makes me feel extremely guilty but more so for my parents who paid for the whole thing.
I’m fed up of not having any money or having to ask to draw money out of the account and having to justify why I’m doing this. We hardly go out.
Hardly see my parents, and he moans about them a lot too, which isn’t nice to hear.
Everything we do is either with his parents, or isn’t convientient for his parents. I hardly see mine, even though they don’t live too far away. Or any other family really even when they visit.
I really don’t know what to do. We’ve got a mortgage, and things in the house that we are still paying for.
I’m upset writing this but moreso when I think about my parents and how I’ve let them down or will be.
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