PPP need advice am I in the wrong I was a single mother to two children due to d…

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PPP need advice am I in the wrong I was a single mother to two children due to dv it got that bad socisl trie d to take my babies and I moved to a homeless hostel and fought for them by moving to a new area away from friends family support ect I had a really difficult time I met someone and was adamant I didn’t want Anymore because of what I’d been through he stepped up to my girls and swayed me and we fell pregnant but late on in the pregnancy our baby was stillborn he changed towards me and the girls distanced himself walked out a lot we trued again and shortly after I fell pregnant again and he bailed I went throught the pregnancy by myself he came to scan ect buy wasn’t there for me when I had her we tried to fix the relationship he never did a single night feed or bathed her an kept walk-in in and out as he pleased once again I forgave him and he moved in but he still wasn’t around much I fell pregnant on the injection and he turned horrible sayin iv ruined Hus life I make him miserable and to get rid and finished me after 3 years and said horrible thine about the baby last week he phoned sayin he’s disgusted at himself andwants to b there heko me more and he’s so sorry he turned up after me waiting for him AOL morning and we went shopping we got back and he dissapeard straight away for a hour our girls had been really naughtey and he seen how stressed ideas and our daughter due to being poorly had me up for 3 days straight thought the. Night I asked if I could have a hour when he got bk hr told me ye only a hour because he was goin his grand for tea at half 3 I tried to get settled it ws 25 past two he kept coming upstairs speaking to Mr and the kids were screaming and I had no sleep I asked him to make our little one a bottle he didn’t then come put her on me screaming and said he was goin so I told him he was a joke and it wasn’t fair he called me a bitch nd walked out I sat waiting. And he never. Came bk he only messeged me at 10 tryi to talk he told me he’d take our daughter the day after all day to give me a break in the morning he messeged sayin ye couldn’t he had Togo help his uncle move he’d come straight after he messeged me at half 9 at night sayin he’d finished ages ago he went to his dad’s again our daughter had had me up all night hr told me he’d picks her up today this morning he’s walked in and told me he can’t because he’s got to go do a garden he was supposed to do ages ago our daughter woke me uoc at 4 this morning and didn’t go back to sleep n iv had bad mornings sickness I started crying nd he called me a made arse sayin how the fuck re u gonna cope with 4 kids I told him I shouldnt be a single mother ams he told me he will never changed his lifestyle. I said he’s horrible and heartless and he walked out sayin this baby’s probably not even mine anyway I’m such a mess I don’t no what to do any advice plewse
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