PPP please – hope you’re sitting comfortably… I have never posted on here bef…

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PPP please – hope you’re sitting comfortably…
I have never posted on here before and just need to have a moan.
I’m 44, married and have a son who’s 15, who, even if I do say so myself, is amazing.
I work part time so I have lots of things going for me, and I’m not sure if I’m a victim of my hormones this week, but I feel so down.
I feel so unfulfilled at work, I don’t enjoy the job anymore but I have no real qualifications to be able to do anything else – Jill of all trades but master of none, that’s me.
I really want a holiday but we can’t afford anything this year.
My house is horrendous, it needs so much work doing to it but we can’t afford it, I’d love to move but can’t.
My husband works in a job that he’s the best that be, but it’s very stressful and as of next month, he’s going to be sleeping away from home for a couple of nights a week on a regular basis.
I have no close family, or friends to go out with, I don’t go anywhere except to work and shopping, my son (though I love him so much it hurts) is a teenager and has better things to do than spend time with me (PS4 etc.), although when hubby is working at weekend, we go to town and get lunch together, but nothing else.
I’m on medication for depression and I am due on anytime, so like I said before, I don’t know if it’s hormones or whatever which is making me feel like this.
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