PPP. Sorry for the really long post! I was with my boyfriend of 6 years with a…

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PPP. Sorry for the really long post!

I was with my boyfriend of 6 years with a beautiful 4 year old. However last year I became very depressed and it made us drift apart, I was constantly moody and I just didn’t feel loved anymore. We split up and I soon found someone else. Things moved so quickly and for a short while I did feel happy. He started to emotionally abuse me and I felt controlled and trapped, how stupid does it seem that I couldn’t walk away but I don’t everything to please him and got put through hell but still stayed. He promised he would change and proposed to which I felt I had to accept. Things didn’t change tho and only got worse, I won’t start to go into the things he put me through daily. In august I found out I was pregnant and although I considered having a termination I just couldn’t do it. He still never changed and I finally picked up the courage to leave him because the stress was no good for me and especially not my unborn child. The thing is my ex has been a great support and I slowly fell back in love with him. I know I could make it work and this time it would be so different. I also know it’s soon and jumping from one relationship to another maybe isn’t a good thing either. But would it be really bad to slowly try again? I also don’t know if he could ever actually get over me having another mans baby? Part of him wants this to work too but he’s scared about things too which is understandable. I know I’ve mucked up and he never deserved any of this but I also know how much I’ve changed and just how much I love him. Has anyone ever been in a similar situation or can give us some outside opinions. Obviously there’s always so much more to a story.
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