Ppp the surprises from my ex keep coming and coming, he left me and got with som…

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Ppp the surprises from my ex keep coming and coming, he left me and got with someone right away, then he asked me back and we got back together a week later cheated on me and ended things, we have both been in a bad place both I saw my dr for depression as soon as we split but now have taken him to get seen yesterday. He was really low suicidal, this doesn’t excuse anything he did but today I’ve found out the girl he got with straight after we ended was pregnant and lost the baby, he claims there could have been other dads (nice huh) but she said just him anyways I’m struggling to forgive and move on for all this. We are trying again but I may never be able to have a second baby and we were in the middle of getting ovulation stimulation drugs from the fertility clinic when we split so the pregnancy alone without the cheating would have been enough for me because a baby is something I really really wanted and we lost a baby before we had our son now I feel like something we went through together and he has it tattooed on his arm isn’t as important now and he may aswell get this one tattooed aswell along with her name like he does for our angel baby, even though he doesn’t believe he was the only one who could have got her pregnant despite them being in a relationship, I’m just struggling with it all really and wonder if I sound stupid and unreasonable. I know it’s awful to lose a baby as I’ve been through it myself but I feel hurt by the fact he got someone else pregnant after a few weeks with all we went through.
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