Ppp Hi ladies i recently posted a message about having a surgical termination.. …

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Hi ladies i recently posted a message about having a surgical termination.. i didnt get any comments so i took it as noone agreed with my decision.

I was very sad about it but waited 3 weeks for the appointment and was all set to go..(or as set as i could be) the day before i had a call from the hospital to say my operation had been cancelled due to staffing issues and rebooked me in for 15 days time.

This has messed my head up and now i think i want to keep my baby. Im only about 8-9 weeks. People that no im pregnant no im having a termination and all think its for the best as i already have 3 children while trying to finish a degree.

My life feels such a mess. I just feel stuck. I know i have put myself in this situation but it dosent make it any easier.

I have friends commenting all the time saying i shouldnt have anymore (they dont know im pregnant) this makes it even harder. . .

Also i would be having this baby on my own as i split up with my partner around 6 months ago. I slept with him once about 7 weeks ago hense how i became pregnant. He is aware im pregnant and says he supports what ever decision i make. But i am fully aware it will mainly affect my life as his job and home is very stable.

Sorry for such a long rant. I guess this is my way of having somone to talk to xxx
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