Private post please. I’ve just found out I’m pregnant with my 5th child. I have…
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I’ve just found out I’m pregnant with my 5th child. I have been on the pill continuously for months so I’m not sure how far gone I am yet. I’ve got a few worries. Me and my partner are not on the best of terms, recently got back together after a short split but still a few trust issues. 12 years in total we’ve been an item. I’ve just got a new job but it’s zero hours contract so I’m worried I’m going to end up on benefits again. I did not have children with the intention of being on benefits. My twins start school next year so I was gonna go to college and work along side that. I’m kind of feeling like everything will have to change massively if I keep this baby but I feel love for him/her already and I’m so torn. Please no negative comments as I said I have been on contraception and not missed it. I just need some spirit lifting and other mums stories who are in a similar position. Thanks 😊
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Oh and could you please add that I feel it’s so hard to divide myself between four as it is, I feel guilty that I can’t do everything they want individually.