Private post please……ive kind of got with a bloke after a big gap of a “very…

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Private post please……ive kind of got with a bloke after a big gap of a “very messy relationship end” I really like him but he has no children?! He definitely wants but has said if it happens it happens if it doesn’t he’s happy??? But I no deep down he would absolutely love to be a “real” Dad!! My question is I’d love to give him that in the future? But I’ve had 3 c sec and they made it pretty clear 4th be a risk? But….. youngest is 8?! Have things changed? Is it worth carrying on with? As I know deep down he’d just be settling as “step”dad??!! Which he does seem so perfect with at moment but….part of me knows he wants his own? 4th c sec is it now?? Really ok? I just remember them really trying to pressure me into “ sterilisation” and coming down on it like be putting my life at risk??? Obv 8 years on scared me!! Sooo in future is a 4th c sec really that bad??? 3 I’ve had have been very straight forward no complications at all x
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