Private post please! Thank you. I want to start by saying I love and adore my so…
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Private post please! Thank you.
I want to start by saying I love and adore my son endlessly I don’t hate him and would never let harm come to him. Lately he’s been having a lot of tantrums *screaming, hitting, crying* he’s only 1 and I guess it’s just terrible 2s but since this has started happening I’ve been so emotional, frustrated and even crying a lot *sobbing*. I’m not the sort or person to be “emotional” but it’s really getting to me. I have NOBODY to speak to about this and I’m so isolated and alone! I never leave the house and it’s always just me and my son. I don’t know what to do anymore! I sometimes think about drowning myself because it’d be so peaceful and quiet. What is wrong with me? People tell me “just grow up” or “snap out of it” or “They’re sick of hearing it” or the best one is “you’re not the only mum in the world so deal with it” but if I could stop this feeling I WOULD! My eyes are swollen and stinging from crying so much and I have the worst headache from sobbing! But I can’t stop crying. I’m a mess! I hate myself for feeling this way. I feel like I’ve failed as a mother and this post to me is the only way I can vent.
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