Private post please I’ve literally had enough of my life right now I just want …

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I’ve literally had enough of my life right now I just want to run away forever to away from everything and I’m ashamed to say I’ve even thought about ending it all. I feel like I am such a shot mum and failing my kids. We’ve had the weekend from hell and I’m fed up of hearing my own voice – I’ve lost count the amount of times I’ve lost it and ended up screaming, shouting and then breaking down in tears. I can’t not handle the kids behaviour anymore and I feel like they’d be better off if I wasn’t here. Every day is a constant battle if it’s not one it’s the other. I’ve literally just managed to get them both to sleep, I’ve not sat down, not had any tea and still need a shower before it all starts again tomorrow. To make it worse my partner has buggered off to Spain with the boys for week and I’m really resenting him for it. I’ve said I need a break but his response is well you can’t as you’re the mother. I haven’t taken my antidepressants for a few days I stupidly forgot to order a repeat prescription so I probably feel worse than I would usually but I just need some reassurance does anyone else ever feel like this? I can’t cope anymore
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