Very sensitive subject could i have a post kept private please Dont know how t…

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Very sensitive subject could i have a post kept private please

Dont know how to start, but basically ive always had a hard upbringing, and right now im suffering with what i think is boarderline personality disorder and depression.
Ive recently gone through a really rocky break up and has left me in such a bad way, ive self harmed and considered ending things, not due to that alone but it just topped it off.
Right now im going through a lot with my mam and sister who both have learning disabilities and mental health problems and has caused so much stress for me and my family.

To get to the point of my post, im going to the doctors today with my gran, but they is things that have happened that nobody knows.
Such as when i was 8 my father poured petrol over me and tried to kill me, when i was 11 my uncle started to sexually abuse me, this went on for 2 years and still nobody knows to this day. The abuser passed away 3 year ago now. But ive never been able to get over what happened to me and i still cant.
I really want to be able to tell my gran what happened but, i am petrified of what it would do to her and our family. (Thats the reason i never came forward when it happened)
I dont know how to tell her, what to say to her or if i should do it at the doctors as she will want to come in with me.

Any advice would be greatful thanks x
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