Can I get a pp please.
When I first had my son is was diagnosed with post natal depression and put on medication. I came off it a few months after leaving my son’s father as I felt better and thought maybe the depression was down to the mental abuse I was suffering. That was almost a year ago. I was then switched to anxiety medication about 6 months ago and as that has eased a bit I still feel like I lack that bind with my son. I love him unconditionally but like when he calls for me I don’t have a massive erge to run to him. I don’t have an urgent to interact with him all the time. Sometimes I do and sometimes I just wanna squish him and love him but most of the time I just wanna be left alone. My partner now is amazing with my son. She loves getting up with him and playing with him. I look at her (she has no kids of her own) and wonder why I can’t be like that when he is my son. I feel so useless and like a terrible mum.