*admin monitoring* Hi, can I get a private post please. I’m booked in for a ter…

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Hi, can I get a private post please. I’m booked in for a termination. I’m really scared about what will happen. I know people are going to react badly to terminations. But there is no way I can continue with the pregnancy due to mental health issues. I have ptsd and cannot have people touching me down there. I freak out when my boyfriend touches me and I trust him. I get flashbacks to abuse I suffered. I also cannot opt for c section as I can’t cope with more surgeries I’ve had 10+ of them and it gets harder each time round. I know I need to get therapy for my ptsd but I can’t on nhs (they say I’m lying or have bpd). Anyway, sorry for the wall of text.
Can anyone help me with what to expect? It’ll be medical and I’m very early in the pregnancy. My mum’s trying to sign me up for cutting people’s hair and I really don’t think I’ll be up to it.
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