Anon please. I’ve been married to my husband for 26 years. We have mostly got …

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Anon please.
I’ve been married to my husband for 26 years. We have mostly got on great when we were a full family of 5. My lot are now left home and are very settled so I’m really happy about that. I first started to be very down after my oldest left (think they call it empty nest). I carried on being the
Main person in the 2 that were still at home life’s as my husband worked away as he had always done since day one. I was married at 16 had my first baby at 17 then 18 then 21. So was a busy time bit I was so happy. I worked full time bit decided to go to college when my younger went to school to better myself. My husband supported me through the 3 years at college. Any way things plodded alone and we had everything we needed. It’s was a good life for a while. My younger still decided at 17 to move out (I ws heartbroken) I thought she was too young. However off she went. I again struggled with my mental health but pulled myself together for my son who was still at home. We carried on but of course the time came for my son to get married and leave home. Now it’s just me and my husband things are terrible. He seams to have turned into a blinking angry horrible person. Nothing is do is right he constantly put me down a shouts at me, tells me in a lazy bastard because I’m not working at the moment due to the fact that my daughter was I am serious car accident so I had to leave my job to care for her and my 3 year old granddaughter. That was 2 years age but she is definitely on the mend are more able to do most things but still needs me for bathing and dressing. I am at the moment at her house because I walked out on Saturday due to the abuse and shouting I was getting. I feel myself in should move on and start new life as i am only 48. The problem is how do I do it. I only know what I’ve lived through. I’m terrified at the thought of starting again but if I go back to him then I’ll get promised the world. I will say st this point he’s never been bad to me we’ve always had what we needed. I feel he wants to control me and any thing I do. Sorry for the essay. Has anyone mum or dad been in this position and could advise me. Do I go back and try again or just move on.
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