Ca I have a ppp I’m 23weeks pregnant already have a 16month out 1st baby plane…

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Ca I have a ppp

I’m 23weeks pregnant already have a 16month out 1st baby planed second wasn’t. I suffer with depression and since I found out I was pregnant I stop taking medication to give the baby best start to life. I’m finding things really hard atm when me and my boyfriend got together I found out 4 the 1st 6months of our relationship he was cheating on me but I choose to forgive him then I got pregnant. This time round everyone was against me keep baby saying I would cope with two. I decided to keep this baby. Anyways I feel my depression has take a turn for the worst I’m feeling really down yes I am being snappy with him but he still does everything like go to the gym goes out with his mates and I’m the one getting up in the night I just feel I never have me time. Anyway tonight we have had a big argument and he’s said some really horrible things to me about the baby and my depression and I’m laying on the sofa sobbing my heart out and don’t know what to do. If I try and talk to anyone are they going to say told you so you should have listened! I feel horrible and a useless mother to my baby here and the one I’m carrying.
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