Can I get a post please? No judging I’m writing this with such a heavy heart.
I’ve previously been in an domestically abusive relationship. It had been going on for around a year. Each and every time he did it I told him that I was one step closer to hating him and wanting to leave. Each time it would happen I’d set my mind to leave him but just wouldn’t be able to do it. He’d make me feel like it was my fault I was absolutely worthless and deserved no better. Well over the last week I’ve been so depressed. Things had got better for us but sadly memories will last forever and it was to much for me to deal with. He had chipped away every bit of feeling I had and now I have nothing left to stand on. He finally left tonight and im absolutely distraught and I don’t even know why. I’ve been hysterically crying for hours now I just feel like broken there isn’t any other word for it really. Please tell me it gets easier? Thanks From one broken mummy 😞 x