Can I get a ppp
I know it sounds pathetic but I’m getting deeply depressed. I’m a disabled mum. My husband has to care for my son who has Infantile Autism he is a very big 18year old and can be violent at times. He has the mentality of a 2year old and is non verbal. We also have other children too. We get little to no help and have no family as mine walked away due to shame over my son (there loss) and husbands are miles away and not interested. I have some big appointments coming up. I’m terrified as one is for a big op (full Hysterectomy). . I’m aware it’s high risk due to my meds and bad heart. I ask my friends to come and support me. Not one steps forward. Non ever has time. I always help my friends. I’m always there if needed. I don’t expect payment for help I give. It’s given freely. I’d still now help them. But I’m hurting so much. I feel alone and frightened. No idea what I expect from this. Suppose I just need to get this out there. Please support your friends as this is no way for anyone to feel.