Can I have a post please. My mind is all over the place at the moment. Me and …

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Can I have a post please.

My mind is all over the place at the moment. Me and my boyfriend were on a break as he was treating me like shit all the time. I went away for a break to see my family. There I met a lad who I got on with very well, spent most of my time with him while I was away. Things happened and we slept together more than once. It was more than just sex, he took me out on dates etc, felt like a holiday romance. Since coming home I’ve kept in contact with the guy, always texting always on the phone, obviously nothing is happening now I’m back home but I’ve gave my partner another chance for our kids sakes. Thing is though I don’t feel anything sexually for him anymore. The thought of him touching me is knocking me sick and I’ve made up so many reasons why I don’t want to do it with him. It’s been three weeks since I came home and I’ve had sex once with him and I hated it. I feel like I love him but don’t physically feel attracted to him. With the other guy I feel like I can have it all day and night, I feel attracted to him and we’ve both admitted we have feelings for each other. I don’t know what to do. Is this me just wanting lust? He wants to move near me but he has to think of work and his son. He’s told me he would move near me to see where things go with us, but the only thing is stopping him is his son, he shares him with his ex. And that I completely understand. I guess I just want to vent as I’m very confused right now. Before people say I cheated, no I didn’t, we were on a break. Simply because my partner cheated on me more than once.

Tia xxx
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