Can I have a post please? This is mainly to get it off my chest but any advice w…

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Can I have a post please? This is mainly to get it off my chest but any advice would be very much appreciated.

So pretty much I’m so unhappy atm, I don’t know what to do. I’m a 23 year old single mum living at home with my parents. It’s so overcrowded that I have to share a room with my nearly 5 year old son. I’m trying everything possible to get out and I can’t. Private rent is impossible as they either don’t accept housing benefit or children and the council won’t help. I feel like my whole family feel like I’m just a massive burden on them. I’m always pushed aside and not included in things, they always take the piss out of me. We argue all the time. I have little to no friends, and I feel like I irritate them, as I always want to spend time with them as I don’t like being at home. I split with my ex a few weeks ago due to some personal issues, but I love him so much and want to sort things. We’ve been talking a lot and it’s been going well, but my family wont accept him and make it near on impossible to see him (he’s not allowed round here, we can’t go to his because of his family) I start college again this year and already feel like I’m going to fail the course because I am so thick. I’m also going through a court case with my abusive druggie ex as he wants access to my son. I’m also very overweight and struggling to lose it…

I just feel like I fail at everything in life. Nothing I do is ever good enough. I don’t make anybody happy. I never seem to be generally happy anymore. Some days I really can’t be bothered to face the day, but drag myself up because my son depends on me… I don’t need judgemental comments because I get that I’m a shit person 😔
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