Hi can I have a private post please? I am a single mother of two beautiful babi…
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Hi can I have a private post please?
I am a single mother of two beautiful babies, 19 months and 7 months. I love them with every fiber of my being. Their dad has left me and most of my family is in the UK (I’m in Ireland). I had these kids thinking I would have support and a happy relationship. I first fell pregnant at 18 and now I am 21.
But I just can’t, i can’t do it anymore. I am mentally and physically exhausted. My friends keep making false promises about giving me a break. They say they will take them this night but wait until the day to cancel and that makes things worse because my hopes are up. My daughter goes to creche from 9 – 1 three days a week but my son isn’t old enough. I have had 1 break for 2 hours since I gave birth to my son.
I know it’s bad but I honestly don’t think I can do it anymore. I am at breaking point. I have no energy. I can’t even keep my house clean.
All I ever think about is if I am doing right by them. If I am raising them to be respectful people but I feel like it’s going to have the opposite outcome. I can bearly get our off bed anymore.
I just don’t know what to do. I am so broken.
Please tell me it gets easier before I do something stupid.
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