Can i have a pp please?? How do you know someone is not good for you?? I’ve been…

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Can i have a pp please?? How do you know someone is not good for you?? I’ve been with my partner a year everything was good at the start except he would now and again mention his ex from around 6 years ago which made me so paranoid into thinking he wasn’t over her bla bla. He lied to me about people he had been with which was in his past it annoyed me more that he kept telling me he hasn’t been with certain people I knew but intact he had. We started to fall out and argue a lot he would always then come to me and try and sort things we moved in together pretty quick etc. Fast forward to now things are a lot worse than back then we are arguing every week or so now and insults get thrown out left right and centre I get compared to his ex as he knew how much it hurts me thinking hes still not over her no matter how much I try to forget about it I can’t and I know it’s stupid he knows it gets to me. I used to go out now and again with friends at the start and he would always be messaging me constant etc, he even said the other day I know you’ve cheated on me which made me to ape shit because I know for a fact I’ve never cheated on him it’s actually just him trying to get to me. He then said he’d cheated on me twice which I know for a fact he hasn’t because we’re always together but the fact that he says things like that to hurt me. I feel like I have been changed by this relationship and the effect it has had has really changed me into a different person. We have also both raised our hand to one another I feel like I’m turning mentally ill. There’s not one day I wake up feeling happy I have no will power to do anything. I’m also pregnant and I don’t feel anywhere near as happy as I did when I was pregnant with my first (different dad). My son is also suffering from this and I hate it so much but I’m the one who let’s it continue. And I know not one is better than the other as were both at fault. Most of our arguments do start because of my partners attitude though as soon as he has an attitude I feel like hes against me. Hes recently just turned our spare room into his Xbox room and hes on it every day without fail which annoys me even more it’s like he doesn’t even want to make an effort to sit with me or talk to me anymore. He also has a daughter hes not seen since she was born now 6 his ex was with someone else and she was calling that guy dad.he didn’t first for her at all. His ex recently came back and said she wants him in there daughters life but still hasn’t agreed when he can see her and wants to leave it for time being. she’s not with the guy anymore. Me and my partner were arguing last week and I had said he doesn’t deserve to be a father to this unborn child or his daughter by the way he treats me and because he came out with something horrible, he then was saying I’m going to message my ex right now and ask to see my daughter and he wrote the message then shouted out “KISS KISS” he also said hope yiu both have an amazing christmas he continjed to send kisses so he didn’t even want to do it off his own back basically just done it because he was annoyed at me. Because hes had loads of other opportunities to ask but hasn’t. It’s getting to the point in our relationship I’m not caring about most things because of the way things are. I just want to be with someone I know loves me and adores me and I want to feel that way about someone else. I want to know if anyone else has been in a relationship like this or similar or a relationship they know is no good for them but continued to stay? Thanks I don’t want any nasty comments as it will just make me feel worse but please just need advice.
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