Can I have a pp please. I Found out I’m pregnant about a 7 weeks ago.. I’ll be …

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Can I have a pp please.

I Found out I’m pregnant about a 7 weeks ago.. I’ll be 12 weeks on Friday. me & my husband have been trying since the beginning of the year. when we found out we was over the moon.. my husband has been wanting a baby for about 4 years (we’ve been together for 11years) the problem is I don’t think I’m that excited about it, I’d like to say I am.. but just not as much as he is… he sends me links for prams, toys, baby ideas & each time without realising I brushing it off cuz “were no passed the safe stage yet” we don’t know the sex” or “we don’t have the money” He’s even making gifts to surprise his family with the news as we have our first scan on Friday.. (I’m not bothered about my family) but I keep having to stop myself saying why bother they won’t care.. I just feel awful as he’s sooo excited & I’m the miserable guts putting a downer on everything. people have said to me (I seem more excited than you do) or (at least try to seem happy about it) I’m not a negative person usually & I do want this baby but I think it’s just sooo overwhelming for me it’s my first so I’m super scared, I feel like I’m not good enough to be a mummy & will fail at the first hurdle & people will say I told u so.. I know im Going to really struggle as it’s such a big lifestyle change. im also concerned it will put pressure on me & my husband as I can see him getting annoyed at me already. No bashing please, taken a lot for me to open up & just say how in feeling. I Just want to know if this is normal how I’m feeling or do I need to go see my doc/midwife for some help xx
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