Can I have a pp plz Sorry for long message BTW. Basically I’ve been with my Ma…

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Can I have a pp plz

Sorry for long message BTW. Basically I’ve been with my Man a year and 4 weeks ago I gave birth to our sleeping baby basically our baby was poorly an odds wernt in our favour and found out we lost our angel at 31 weeks anyway while I was in labor ( bear in mind I gave 2 LGS at home Aswell as being sick all week before I lost our angel I had no sleep and didn’t sleep all weekend while I was waiting to go into labor)he decided to f off to sleep for 3 hours whilst I was facing giving birth to my angel anyway midwifes went and got him he came into room and I said nice on some getting some sleep so he decides to storm off and started swearing etc. The day after we had her he was being total horrible to me and grabbed my wrists nd bruised me I know he’s grieving to but he’s mega horrible playing mind games with me. Last week we tried sleeping together since we lost our LG but he was like oh yoyll get pregnant I dint think I could go through this again. fair enough but when he wanted sex last night it didn’t matter about me potentialy falling pregnant but I couldn’t bring myself to do anything. Then today he’s been like we ain’t having another baby because he’s to old (35) he’s proper wrecking my head playing with my emotions he knows how much I’m struggling with babies etc at the moment. I told him id go get sterilised so we don’t have to worry about another baby because he dosnt want more bur then hes all over me cuz he wants to get jiggy and it’s alright for me to risk falling pregnant wgen he wants it. Sick of it its like he wants me to fall pregnant again just so he’s got control again 😞😞
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