Can I have a ppp. … I am currently 13 weeks pregnant and found out very early…

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Can I have a ppp. …

I am currently 13 weeks pregnant and found out very early on in the pregnancy and didn’t tell my partner till I had a scan at 9+3 roughly. I knew he’d react terribly as we both didn’t want anymore children, and he made that very clear when I had our daughter last year, I have 3 children and my youngest 2 are his and he didn’t want anymore and to be quite honest I didn’t either 3 was enough for me, I was on the pill wish failed obviously never once missed it as I knew what the chances would be I am very fertile and he knew this. When I told him his first thing out his mouth was I have to get rid of it…now personally I don’t want to do that I don’t believe in giving up a child just cause he didn’t want it or I didn’t want it…it’s happened now so have to get on with it right? I have doubt don’t get me wrong I know deep down I won’t manage finalcially or emotionally cause my depression is so High….I have no family for support (grew up in care) and his family won’t help either as he’s golden boy he can’t do no wrong in they’re eyes 😞 when he fist found out he never spike to me for over a week didn’t ask once how I felt or anything and 10 days later I decided I had enough and asked him what his problem was and he said we had to get rid….I explained to him and told him I honestly didn’t think I’d be able to do that but will consider it for different reasons, my children are still all so young I get that and he had other children from a previous relationship…he says we can’t keep it as he has loads of kids and we can’t afford a baby, he isn’t wanting to hear a crying baby all the time (he’s never here at all so it’s me that would deal with the baby) night feeds ect I did it with older lot do the same with this one so he wouldn’t need to do anything he never with our youngest as he didn’t want her either but we agreed to continue pregnancy! I don’t know what to do I do have a meeting later this month with someone from gynecology but what would people do if y were me, I don’t know what I want to achieve or advice I want but I just need to get it off my chest…no one’s listening to me….!
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