Can I have a ppp… I’m not happy in my relationship at all, I feel like I’ve lo…

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Can I have a ppp…
I’m not happy in my relationship at all, I feel like I’ve lost my whole personality. I have a 6 year old from a previous relationship and a baby with my current partner. He also has a child who’s 4 who we have every weekend. He naturally shows more love to his own children but my child
Feels this I can tell (her dad is around ish but very as and when, to the stage where she calls my partner dad as he’s been around since she was 4 and she’s listened to him being referred to as dad to the other 2 (she obvs knows he isn’t her proper dad). Anyway… I do want to leave I sit and think about the times we used to have just and me and I want it back, I feel like I’m losing her because my personally has changed and that I’ve turned into a shit mum and not what I used to be. I lose my temper easy because I’m so unhappy and on edge in my relationship. The only thing stopping me is I don’t want to take my baby away from her daddy and I don’t want to have 2 kids who have part time dads. I’ve stayed for so long to give my baby and partner a bond and I feel I can’t stay anymore. It’s hard work when my partners child comes as he’s just showered with love and gets everything he wants and because my daughter is here all the time he resents her because his child isn’t here full time (not hers or my fault). I love my baby so much obviously but I just want to be back on my own with my children and get back to being me and the good mummy that I once was. I don’t really know what I’m asking but I’m just in 2 minds as to wether or not I just leave and take my baby away from her dad. He is an amazing dad and helps around the house etc but I don’t think I do love him (me and him) but the way he is with my daughter makes me not love him, does that make sense? x
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