Can i have a ppp? I’m stuck between my head and my heart and it’s tearing me apa…

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Can i have a ppp? I’m stuck between my head and my heart and it’s tearing me apart. I broke up with my ex 18 months ago because of him cheating on me. We were only together 2 years and have baby together, I loved him so much. But, he was cheating on me from day 1 as he was seeing someone when we first got together (i found out later). Then i caught him messaging other girls. We would always break up and get back together. I just had enough and left him. We only talk now once or twice a week when he asks how his daughter is or when he wants to see her. He lives locally so sometimes when we go to the park he comes along to see her. But other than that, thats it. No sex. No talk of feelings. Not in each others houses. Nothing. Nothing for over 18 months. Only talking about our daughter. I thought i was over him and that we could just be good parents. Until i met someone else, about 8 weeks ago. I don’t know why, but i feel like im cheating on him. It’s silly. We’re obviously not together but it feels wrong. Hes the father of my child and every time i look at her face i feel like i’m doing something wrong. Hes not been in another relationship but i know hes been messaging one of my “friends” for sex. Not that it matters, I know if i took him back he’d never change. I just want this feeling to stop. How do you stop loving someone? I thought if i met someone else it’d be easier not harder. The guy i’ve met is perfect. Good job. Has his own place. Nice family. Hes kind. Hes loving. Hes funny. Good in bed. He just says and does everything right. He says hes falling in love with me. But theres no spark there for me. How do i deal with this?
Please help 😞
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