Can I have a private post please and please no bashing it’s taking me months to …

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Can I have a private post please and please no bashing it’s taking me months to actually put this up on here and I’m already down enough 😔 my partner of 10 years has a bad cocaine problem he does it once or twice a week and sometimes he goes weeks without doing it but when he does it’s like hell especially the next day when he’s of it he’s so angry with me for fighting with him about it! we’ve a beautiful child and one on the way he’s a great dad and partner he truly is I will give him that he would do anything for us (except get better) he Has a great job and is a hard worker and has a family who love him, he has everything in my eyes ! I can’t understand y he keeps doing what he’s doing we are constantly fighting over this only! He has my heart broke he lies all the time about owing money and he’s owed a lot in the past for drugs! iv left him nomourous times and everytime I think he’s better I take him back and it starts again weeks later😔 he’s been to meets ect nothing is working (going on 2 years now) I’m feeling so low over this but I don’t know what to do ? Be with him I loose or leave him I still loose I just want my bestfriend back I’m so heartbroken and feel like iv no one to talk to about it like no one really cares it’s killing me and it’s ruining our happy family everything would be perfect only for this please has anyone any advice I can’t live my life this way and I want him part of it to I just miss that kid I fell in love with 10 years ago how do I get him back 😔
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