Can I have a private post please? ( I feel bad already so please no bashing) so …

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Can I have a private post please? ( I feel bad already so please no bashing) so I got 3 sisters but 2 of them got kids my big sister got 2 boys and my lil sister got a boy too I have a boy and a girl recently my older sister who got 2 boys got pregnant and she really wanted a girl to finish off and I was really happy and hoping she has a girl and I even promise to give her all my daughter clothes cot moises basked etc… when her 20 weeks scan was approaching I started feeling bad with the fact that she’s gonna have a girl too, I don’t know why I felt that way so at 5 months she announced that she was having a GIRL too for some reason I feel bad it feels like I only wanted to be the only person with a GIRL in the family and it breaks my heart for having these feeling that’s my sister I love her to bits but why do I feel like my daughter won’t have as much attention as she does now from her being the only GIRL 😰😰? One minute I am happy the next minute I try to put it in my head that the scan is wrong she will have a BOY has anyone else been in this situation before and what can I do in order to kill these stupid feelings pls ? Thank you
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