Can I have a private post please ? I have a 5 month old daughter, and I just don…

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Can I have a private post please ?
I have a 5 month old daughter, and I just don’t feel anything towards her. I had a good bond when she was first born but I have lost it. I was with her dad for 5 years in an emotionally and sometimes physically abusive relationship, I always tried to leave him but he would take my phone/car keys off me, lock me in the room etc and I felt like there was no way out, even his family would be evil to me (I lived with them). I didn’t know I was pregnant until late into the pregnancy and things got worse and worse until I eventually found the strength to get the police involved. I still get his family harrassing me, threatening me etc. My daughter just reminds me of him and I just can’t look at her and feel love anymore, I just feel sick that I have a child with such a vile person. I cry all the time, I’ve told family how I feel and I think they think I’m being dramatic but I physically can not cope with her. I just don’t know what to do. I keep thinking that I just want to get rid of her so I can remove all ties from her father as I don’t think I will ever be able to look at her and not see him and remember all the cruel things that him and his family have done.
I have no idea where to seek help or what to do.

Thanks x
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