Can I have a private post please .. I just looking for any advice if anyone has …

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Can I have a private post please .. I just looking for any advice if anyone has gone through domestic abuse and how they cope when they had the strength to walk away ..was with my partner 5 years but it was the last year he started hitting me with it getting worse he was always really possesive and jealous constantly made me feel like everything was my fault..the constant put me downs and basically feeling like I was worthless , i finally walked away from the relationship but it was so hard.. I kept going back I know that makes me weak .. my problem is , I feel so low and I don’t understand why it’s hurts so much to walk away i thought walking away would make everything better .. plus I’m just so confused why I allowed myself to be in such a toxic relationship, why was I not strong enough to walk away so long ago !! I feel so low and I just want to know will things get better … I’ve lost so much being in a relationship with him and I just feel so weak .. he constantly told everyone around us I was the bad Person and the lies he made up about me accusing me of cheating , being a prostitute trust me the list goes on .. why did he hate me so much all I did was love him I gave him everything … I don’t really know what I’m asking for tbh all I know is that I’m sat here right now crying and I just want to build My life back and become strong .. feel so broken … tia x
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