Can I have a private post please I wrote in last night about my partner bein a d…

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Can I have a private post please I wrote in last night about my partner bein a dick before I was due to be induced today.. This morning I phoned him at half 8 to tell him I needed to go I had to rush round finishing the house of and drop our 1 year old of with his mum when I got there he came out and because I got back in the car he slammed my door telling me to go alone because I’m a ignorant cow and havnt gone and spoke to his family. It was 9.10 and I told the hospital I was setting straight of at half 8. I parked up the road and he went in I sat till 20 past and went to the door to say I’m goin his mum came out. I’d told him I didn’t want any of his family there today his mums been there with both our children and we don’t exactly see eye to eye and the last time I didn’t want her there but got pressured into it and felt uncomfortable the whole process I told him this time its me him and that’s it and I want it to be private iv not put anything online or anything, his mum came out and said oh I’m comin to the hospital I’m waiting in the waiting room I no u don’t want me in while u give birth but I wanna be there straight after so I’m coming I turned round and said no I don’t want anyone there. He came out gof in the car and started saying how he can’t wait to get away from me tonight and go back to his mums that iv fucked it this time and it’s over we got to the hospital he got out and walked off. I got my bag Nd carried it he started walking over telling me to give it him I told him to leave me alone. He walked of in the opposite direction of the delivery suite and I went up half hour later despite me telling him I was too busy this morning I’d not eaten or drunk anything or slept and I have gestational diabetes. He walked in after eating something with a brew for himself and a paper for himself to read. I said to him seriously has he actually jus gone and sorted himself out he then started sayin I’m jus fukin starting on him I’m a bitch I’m goin to have a long year this year alone and his mums sorted his room out to go back tonight because he’s moving out. He said I’m giving him shit and expects him to turn uo with a bunch of flowers. I got induced he sat there not offering to hold my hand of anything while they pulled at my cervix and I turned round and said I want him to leave I said it’s not fair for me to be sat here goin through this with al this shit and I’d rather havd someone supportive. He phoned his mum up in front of me syin your not allowed down here because she said so she doesn’t want u here to meet the baby when it’s born she’s even telling me to leave. I got upset and he put his headphones in and jus blanked me. Next thin his mum phones syin she’s on her way down and I went on FB to see shed posted to the world iv been induced and she’s comin hospital. I said to him that I didn’t want everyone noin it’s private and he said it doesn’t bother him so tough. They turned up and he went of a hour later I walked down to the canteen to hear them talking I walked over and said I herd all that and his mum looked at him and said are you bothered though are u actually bothered. I walked of back to my room that was hald 12 since then he’s been Sat next to me with the TV on with his head phones in and I’m starting to contract. Iv not spoken to anyone no midwife or him for 2 hour im starting to feel incredibly lonely and lost. Expecially seen as though the nerves are kicking in because Al I can think about is the baby I lost in labour. On tip of that my mum went to collect my youngest from his mum she text me sayin got her and within two min his mum was on the phone slaggin me and my mum of to him. I spoke to my mum she said his mum turned round to her and said she’s up there kicking of with him! I don’t no what I’m looking for here but I feel so lonely at the min and scared I don’t even have a hand to hold when I give birth I’m Sat here in silence goin through it and iv had enough and don’t no what to do does anyone have any advice
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