Can I have a private post please iv been with my partner 4 years we lost our son…
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Can I have a private post please iv been with my partner 4 years we lost our son suddenly 2 years ago and it nearly broke us, we drifted apart we argued the lot I went through a pregnancy pretty much alone with our other child following this because he couldn’t deal, I got post natal depression he couldn’t deal because he hadn’t delt with his own emotions. We kept fighting for the relationship to work and fell pregnant again. He uped and walked out because he didn’t want to go through all the stress of another pregnancy or on the relationship. I struggled so much but wanted to fight for it and did. He came back a month and half ago and it was like it was before our son passed away we were extremely intermate laughing joking he bonded with my bump we discussed baby names we couldn’t be away from each other we’d bicker but sit and sort it not run away and started getting excited for Christmas I thought it was like it was before everything if not better. He’s turned round and said he doesn’t deserve me and he’s been a dick ect alot. Yesterday we got a date for our induction for our baby it’s the 27 th 11 days away we don’t no whag the baby is so have been getting excited and about Christmas ect we’ve jus been in bed and he’s jus came out with I’m not sleeping with u after the baby comes because ull end up pregnant again I laughed and said no I’m having a appointment about being sterilised wel jus have to wait he made a comment about our relationship I jus said what do u think we’re really that bad now. He’s jus turned round and said yes I think we’re broken in ways we can’t ever get back he’s jus fell straight asleep after it and I’m Sat herw confused and actually feel heartbroken iv been with this man 4 years we have had 3 children it’s Christmas in a week and I’m due to bring his baby into the work a few days later and I feel like it’s all a big lie Al the excitement has gone I just don’t understand I asked him to explain he said he jus can’t half hour before bed I put my arms round him and he kissed me now he’s turned round and gone sleep
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