Can I have a private post please, my ex and myself have a 3 year together we r…

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Can I have a private post please,

my ex and myself have a 3 year together we recently split up at the end of march for many different reasons but mainly because we werent being nice to eachother. at the time of the split I was fine with it I was suffering bad with depression and felt I couldn’t talk to him since have been to gp and got meds been on for nearly 2 months .we were still talking and being civil must add he moved out at the time back to a relatives house 10mins away, anyway he was coming down to see his child and me quiet alot at the start but kept wanting to stay over in my bed which would lead to one thing but I wanted to know that we had changed and could work on our problems and felt we hadnt had time to do that this was about 3weeks from we split so didnt let him one night and made him leave. Since then he said he needed to stop coming down so much cause It was confusing we had said from a week after we split up we wanted to work things out he wanted to come home but since I didnt let him stay he says he has shut off all feelings for me and does not want to get back together , I have relised now that alot of things I thought were wrong in our relationship were silly and pointless but he never helped out round the house I felt like I was a single parent when he was here. We have still been having sex everyweek probably around 3/4 times I told him I didnt want to just be his fuck buddy because its to hard but he still comes down knowing what will happen I suppose I am letting him use me becauseI love him so much I miss him I hate being sat in this house we once shared without him not knowing what hes doing or who he is with we spent 6 years together started a family and now its all gone I feel so lost a miserable I dont know what to do. Sorry so long alot more to the story what do I do I feel like I cant mive on I am a single mum at 24 my landlord is selling his house I am struggling financially and might lose my job not down to my own fault but the business is stuggling I feel like my whole life is crashing down around me and I am on my own
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