Can I have a private post please? Please can anyone tell me that this is going …

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Can I have a private post please?
Please can anyone tell me that this is going to get better? I left my partner last week. We were due to get married on Saturday (4th) but he called it off 6 weeks before but told me he still wanted me and wanted it to work so I went back. I adored him and so did my 5 yo daughter (he’s not her dad). What I didn’t realise is that he was controlling me, mentally abusing me – I see it now which is why I left him. But I’m heartbroken. I love him and I can’t stop thinking about him. We’ve had no contact since the split which in some ways has made it easier but other ways so hard, we talked 24/7 even when both at work. I miss him but know I can’t go back there, it wasn’t healthy. When will I stop feeling like this? I feel lost and alone. My daughter adored him and even started calling him daddy after her dad disowned her. I feel like I’ve let her down all over again.
Please someone tell me this will get easier and I will get over him 😭
Thank you for reading.
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