Can I have a private post please… thanks in advance sorry about the long post …

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Can I have a private post please… thanks in advance sorry about the long post 🙈

So my relationship with my father has always been up and down ever since I was small he let me down quite a lot and always put his partners and their children before me, my dad was with a lady years ago who had 3 children and would go on holiday with them and not even tell me he was going and on that weekend he’d of supposed to have me and I’d be ringing and sat there waiting for him, it broke my heart everytime he let me down….
Anyhow I’ve had counciling for this as it really hurt me the way he’s treated me! So he’s now been with this lady for quite a few years I got on with her at first but she made little effort with me which is fine as I was older and i was used to it by now, BUT when I got pregnant her and her family were extremely cruel to me, her mother announced to the whole table at my dads birthday I was pregnant when I didn’t want anyone to know I told my dad in confidence and he told everyone I felt so small and ashamed (my daughter wasn’t planned) so I let this go for the sake of my dad….
Now I may have done things different to how he wanted me to but considering the way I’ve been treated I’ve turned out a good person I’d do anything for anyone I’ve got qualifications ect…. he’s never told me he’s proud of me, I see on facebook he’s put a post up saying he’s so proud of her she’s his rock ect and I can’t help but feel a bit upset by it? Am I wrong for feeling like this?
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